I don't know what made me decide to start blogging; lord knows I don't have time and I don't really like going on about stuff. I guess I just need to vent to myself.
Becoming a mother of 3 a month ago has really put a spin on my life. I LOVE taking care of all my rugrats but I never would of imagined how crazy my house would become! I often wonder to myself how in the world my mother raised 4 kids all 15 months apart, then it really starts to blow my mind when I think about those people that raised 6, 9 and sometimes 12 kids. (((CRAZY)))
There are days that I walk around in a fog, completely lose track of time. Before I know it Nick is home and we are trying to get our 2 yr old and newborn to bed. He spends an hour in Hunter's room getting him to sleep and I spend 2 hrs getting the baby to sleep, only to be awaken again in 3. Last night I was to lazy/ tired so I went to bed in my clothes :)
My work asked me to fill in a shift on Saturday and I was so excited. Granted its 2 weeks before my 6 week check up with my doctor, but the thought of getting out of the house to make some money was a fantastic thought. But now as the day approached I chickened out. I can't leave my newborn already, that would be crazy! I have until August 22nd and I go back to school, my FINAL class for my Associates Degree. Don't know how I made it this far. Alot of love, help and patience from my parents, husband and kids is my guess! Everytime Hunter watches Nemo (which is everyother day) I smile to myself when Dory starts singing her song, "Just keep swimming, just keep swimming, just keep swimming, swimming swimming". Thats basically how ya get through this crazy life! But trust me---- I LOVE MY CRAZY LIFE, AND EVERYONE IN IT!
